But not getting in leaves life totally up in the air right now!
I have not the slightest clue what I should do!
here are my options:
Numero uno-- Move home (uh...), learn to play the piano, work for my favorite dentist in the entire world which is Dr. Phillip Sutton! (he hates that I call him Phillip, I personally find it quite enjoyable), go to bridge and get my Dental Assisting certificate just to fill my time till I can apply for the Hygiene program next year, and go to the extension to get a better grade in good ol' english 2010. Have I ever mentioned That I HATE HATE HATE writing! with a passion! So that all sounds wonderful doesn't it? No rent, my parents can buy my groceries, and I wont have melt downs when I am homesick, But here are the draw backs of that little plan...I have met some of my favorite girls in the entire world down in in St. George! I can't Imagine not being with these crazies every weekend! They are the sweetest girls and I love them to death!
The next thing holding me back is my AMAZING ward! I love it! this is the only ward I have gone to that I actually stay for all of church and love it. Not to mention My bishop Brick is the best! (No offense to Bruce, who is also an amazing bishop) but seriously. Look at these men, do they not just look the worlds best!? Just trust me, they are!
Here is option number 2-- Stay here and take classes that most likely will do me no good in the future. I am thinking about running for Student activities chair, But am not set on that. That leaves me here with my lovely girls and and amazing ward, but I dunno how I feel about paying for classes that are not gonna do me any good. Is my life starting to seem as complicated to you as it is to me right now?Finally I could go on a mission... A month ago I was totally gung-hoe for this. I would hear girls talk about going and was 100% set on going, but the more I think about it now I talk myself out of it. I dunno how I could handle not being with my mom and dad and a certain someone I plan on marrying will get home before I do. He would have plently of time to find someone much better than me so I gotta sucker him in as soon as he gets home ;) Ha!
So that is my life as of right now.. Totally up in the air! wish me luck! It will all work out right?
