Monday, November 29, 2010

The greatest thing to happen to me!

I got Kenny G's Christmas Album!
I LOVE it!
I can't even describe to you how much I love Kenny G!
It is a new found obsession really.
I fell in love with the saxophone last year and listen to the jazz station on the radio quite frequently now days.
This album is just the icing on my holiday cake!
Yes I feel like I'm 60 years old listening to it, but its fine!
It doesn't affect the one way relationship of love Kenny and I have :)

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

Odd fear

So have you ever worn flip flops on a rainy day? What about in St. George?
If you have, you will know exactly what I am talking about.
I ALWAYS have flip flops on, and wet sidewalks/pavement and flips do NOT mix!
I have almost fallen who knows how many times.
I cant even begin to tell you how many times I have looked like an idiot in the Harmons parking lot when I almost fall and my eyes go the size of quarters.
So with that said.....
I have developed a serious fear of water on cement and pavement.
Kar and I run at night and there is ALWAYS water on the sidewalk in front of the South West building and I slow down every time without fail. I am in running shoes!! I know they have better traction and that I wont slip, but I cant help it.
Even on the bikes I slow down!
I never noticed how nervous I got till we started running and now I laugh every time!

and speaking of running, people say you will start to love it and crave it.....
I BEG TO DIFFER!!!
We have been running for almost three weeks now and I still dread going every night!
Will it ever get better? I sure hope so, because Kar has to force me every time!
I would rather speed walk ten miles that run 2, ridiculous I know but hey, what can ya do?!

Kar is gonna hate me for putting this up, but oh well!
This is us after running one night
we look so good! HAHA! Love you Kar!


Wednesday, November 3, 2010

I love you!

I can't even begin to tell you how much I love my dad!
There are quite a few days that I think about him and bring myself to tears thinking about all he does for me and how much I miss him being down at school.
Which is funny, because he has always been there to hold me while I do cry.
Even though I hate crying in front of people, I dunno how many times he found me sitting out by myself just sobbing because I was 100% sure my life was gonna end when Taylor left.
He was always right there telling me it would be ok and that time will go fast.
When Steph was in her accident, he held me quite a few times while I just cried.
This past summer on our last motorcycle ride, "My Little Girl" by Tim McGraw came on and once again I was crying because I did not wanna move this year. I grew SO close to my parents over the summer and hated the thought of leaving them.
He is just so amazing!!
He has always had so much faith in me, he sees in me what I don't see in myself.
He supports me in everything I do!
He Can make me laugh all the time!
He calls me every Sunday to tell me he loves me!
He spoils me! Its true, and I love it!
He misses me just as much as I miss him!
I can never thank him enough for all he has done for me!
Dad I love you so much! I could never ask for a better dad!

Now mom I didn't for get you!
Me and my mom are like best friends!
I am sure if she would have known what she was getting into with me, she never would have had me! I am the biggest worrier you will ever meet! But being the amazing person she is, has never lost patience with me when I am calling her freaking out because I am not sure if the sun is gonna rise in the morning (exaggerating obviously, but sometimes I really was that ridiculous.) I would think of problems that could happen a year away, and she would listen to me have a melt down and just calm me down. But not without laughing first, which I will always respond by saying "it's not funny." and she just tells me "you're funny."
My mom has also always been there for me, cheering me on in everything I have ever done.
She always helps me convince my dad into doing things, I tell her she has to help me because he loves her more, which is true. So I am just smart by getting her on my side.
She will always go to lunch with me when I am home, and buy!
She will always tell me the truth!
She is just the best mom in the world for me! There is not another mother that could handle me! seriously!
Mom I love you! You are the best mom!

Then there is the three of us as a group :)
I will literally choose to hang out with my parents over friends, almost every time!
I dunno how many times I've been the third wheel!
Since I have been the only one home for awhile, it has kinda just been us three hangin out and livin life! and LOVING IT!
vacations, Motorcycle rides, sitting out on the deck just talking, and I can always seem to talk them into doing crazy things that they would not normally do.
Like I said this past summer I was SO close with my parents!
It was probably one of the best summers of my life!
I had a blast with them!
Luckily they love me enough to help me with gas so I can come see them often :)
Mom and dad I just want you to know that I love you!
You are the best parents in the world!
I love the relationship we have and the fun we have together!

** Remember how I said I get them to do crazy things they normally wouldn't do?
Well this picture is just one example, this is us in the stratosphere.
we went on the Big Shot!
Love you mom and dad!!
Sorry these pictures are not the most up to date!